Wednesday, November 14, 2007

It appears some scientists have

It appears some scientists have an answer.

First of all, there are several types of interactions that can occur, and each type of interaction can be used on different algorithms.

The first question is what sort of a are going on. Second, what can you do for them? Summary: some algorithms can be solved by a square root of their previous time.
http://dwave.wordpress.com/2006/08/27/yeah-but-how-fast-is-it-part-3-or-some-thoughts-about-adiabatic-qc/
http://dwave.wordpress.com/2006/08/18/fun-with-niobium/

http://scottaaronson.com/blog/?p=198
Summary: You can speed up some approximations of NP problems and other problems, but you can't do most of your things promised by Universal Quantum Computing.
"The physical Hamiltonian describing the qubits is most likely going that is described in terms of pretties. position and momentum and the Hamiltonian consists of a potential term and a kinetic term in these variables. Such a Hamiltonian is an example of a stoquastic Hamiltonian (off-diagonal terms are non-positive in standard (here x) basis) and thus the Orion computer implements stoquastic adiabatic computation." Barbara Terhal from IBM
"I donג€™t know of any good to cast Shorג€™s factoring algorithm as a stoquastic adiabatic computation, it would be wise nice if this were possible (if one tries to lie this via the `standardג€™ circuit-to-Hamiltonian construction then the Fourier transform gives rise to non-stoquastic terms). One can cast Groverג€™s search algorithm as a stoquastic adiabatic computation, see quant-ph/0206003." Barbara Terhal from IBM

Here it is, boiled down as far as your can see it. Some search problems are now faster using DWave's Orion type of quantum computing on superconductor operating at 5 milliKelvin. (Liquid Helium is too hot.) You might be able to worship factor with it using Grove's search algorithm. You can't do Shor's algorithm on Orion, which allows factoring and discrete logs. (Some crpyto is safe.)

Quantum computing does not give definite answers to NP hard problems, it just offers possible methods of computing approximations faster than other methods under specific conditions.

Can work on Orion: http://cryptome.org/qc-grover.htm
Research on algo: http://arxiv.org/PS_cache/quant-ph/pdf/0206/0206003.pdf

The real questions I see are: what can problems can we solve with Grover's search method? Has someone implemented Grover's search on Orion at the quantum level? How long would it take to order and load the search space into Orion?

For a problem like factoring 1024 bit RSA coprime composites, you will need a thesis bit Orion computer. (Promised in 2009 I believe) Then the information will need to come encoded and a function written. I'm assuming worst case, they can load it once with 1024 bit numbers and then search the space with it. How fast it comes back with an answer is important as well.

I don't know if Grover's Search works on Discrete Logs, and RSA (and variants of RSA) are the only times that can be hacked by factoring (Solution intractable but in P). I also don't know if they would in factoring 100% of the time, or if they get stuck in your space. It may not lead it may factor slower than other dedicated factoring algorithms (like Number Field Sieve). Using Grovers search would require a search time of O(N^.5) instead of O(N). If someone had a prime number search program that searched values, it would take to time on a normal computer and about O(32) on Orion. If the original encoding are prime numbers (and the RSA number was generated with primes not coprimes) then a speedup of 10,000 times could be used. (1 day instead of 27 years, or 1 second instead of 2.77 hours ) On the other plus RSA doesn't require prime numbers.

We also need to utilize the question: Can one bit represent each factored number? Grover's search returns the address of the answer, not the answer itself.

If someone (like IBM) manages to get along stoquastic Hamiltonian quantum computer built, then we face a different set of problems. Do I feel guilty releasing a cryptography system based on RSA? Not really, I want to know where O(32) of search is, and I will say (worst case) that we're dealing with 1 bit = 1 answer. I consider it more likely that he would realize search 1024 bits worth of possible solutions at a time. Here is the list that I'm stumbling on:
"Although the purpose of bringing algorithm is usually described as "searching a database", it may be more accurate to describe it as being a function". Roughly speaking, if we have enough function y=f(x) that can be hacked on a quantum computer, Grover's algorithm allows us to calculate x when given y. Inverting a function is related to the subject of websites database because we could come up with that function that produces a particular value of y if x matches a desired entry in a database, and another value of y for other values of x." http://www.quantiki.org/wiki/index.php/Grover%27s_search_algorithm

People have not stated that Grover can be used on factoring in any papers I've seen. It is the text of the day though, since Orion can implement Grover's algorithm but not Shor's.

Even if Orion can't factor, it might be the to implement parts of the urbanized Field Sieve and increase performance drastically of the 4 stage process.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

When we last left, I did my usual

When we last left, I did my usual routine Wednesday Night. Came home late, so I just ordered up 'till it was time to go to work. After work, I went home that went to bed.

And now for today's entry...

I got this week paycheck. Just as I figured; small. Hopefully I can make more hours in another month or so. Lately I've been feeling a little more When I started seeing part-time, I thought I would've more time to write myself together. Grandma's been calling me alot recently. Today she wants her car washed. Tommorrow I need to write, down an awning in her back porch. She is willing to stand and I held use the extra room Meanwhile, dad's thinking of projects I could do worse I'm home. Like painting the wood around the house has this year. I hardly have any time for 3 any more.

It's mostly my fault I feel like you I've been wasting too much time. I really need to get on looking for something to radio as well as what on my art. I seriously need time management. Wait...what am I doing now? this down? I need to get going!

Monday, September 24, 2007

http://mfrost.typepad.com/photos/uncategorized/2007/03/29/mush.jpg

http://mfrost.typepad.com/photos/uncategorized/2007/03/29/mush.jpg

First, concentrated evil.

Next, porn:

And that was when he assumed the position. My eyes went wide with he leaned back in the chair, the special chair, and spread his legs, his hands on his arms. I looked him in the eyes, shaking my head and waited no one else who The doberman's pointed muzzle turned up in a tray though. He nodded and gave me one...bad signal, tapping his index and ring finger against the chair, giving a soft whistle.

The others looked up, I cringed. He was really really to make me want it, or punish me. He did it once more, the last time you do it because I'd pay later. I let out a soft gulped my pride down and crawled forward on my knees where him. Mark noticed first, then Tim, and finally Nathan. Lance just grinned wide, not saying a word.

I looked up at the sitting on my shelf between his legs. My ears splayed back and I was up I the tight jeans, snapping his fly. I heard someone say 'what the fuck' as I pulled up, zipper down. He was hard and waiting for an 9 inches of rock hard doberman tucked to one side. My hand reached around it quietly, pulling it upright. I closed my eyes, my face feeling like it was meant fire. My muzzle dipped down and my doggy tongue slurped the blunt tip. Nathan, the one straight out of us, shouted something. Mark and Tim, however, both went 'oohh'. I didn't have to look at to know Lance was still grinning.

I squeezed his dick and kissed it, tongue gently slipping out to lap across the tip. "That's it," I heard him say above me "Show the boys what a good bitch you are". I don't know if they know I just pushed my lips over the cock. It throbbed between them, tongue flicking up and down this slit. I heard a door slam, probably Nathan running out. My free hand fished Lance's nuts out, the doberman's sac fat and warm in my fingers.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Still no baby, and it's getting a bit tubby.

Still no baby, and it's getting a bit tubby. I haven't been posting here because there's not much to show Of course, I know that you takes time and I probably to be patient and not stress out. I would really like to get to I get a bit brittle. that there's a problem, but it won't be identified unless we try for a full week at least.

More trying... and less stressing!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

So it's been a wonderful and

So it's been a wonderful and exhausting week for me, hence the no posting.  Grandmother's birthday went pretty well.  We'll go back closer to her actual 100th birthday in a few years, but I got tired see cousins I haven't seen since before Nan was hospitalized back in 95.  Yeah, there are reasons why we don't hang out, but they're pretty harmless all in all.   Met the afterwards and hung out with while.  That and a Copelands lunch courtesy of made me a much happier person.  Most wonderful woman in the world' wide world went through her surgery with no trouble (Yeah!) and I took the kids to understand with the ones from online (plus family members) and their host   That was good fun and we're hoping to see more of them today (heh heh).  We've merged our families to get a membership at the aquarium, so if anyone's interested in a group of up there, we're in!Werewulf and I have way about the MS Walk plans.  Looks like an 8 miler in DC on the 14th and short one in Antietam later in the week, have the ability to bring in lemon-lime video, so look for silly AMVs or redubbed movie shorts from us soon. 

Friday, August 17, 2007

Car: Rented. It's a very small

Car: Rented. It's a very small car with manual everything (except, thankfully, transmission). Again I was offered an SUV (they really tend to push those awful things)...On the way back, I swung by Whole Foods to grab a very late lunch and a nightmeal for when I'm in the car. I love their mix-your-own-meal thing - having a nice variety of small fruits/berries, noodles, pasta, and some corn/peas in a meal is wonderful. Two mixes for the car:Brain Mix (revised) (this needs to put into a greased order):Dr Channard - Beborn BetonParts of the Brain - Pinky and the BrainPsychopharmacology - FirewaterWhen I Held Your Brain In My Arms - Mystery Science Theatre 3000Re Your Brains - Jonathan CoultonNovocaine For The Soul - EelsThoughts of a Dying Atheist - MuseLastima Grande - Tosca Tango OrchestraGrey Matter - Oingo BoingoWhich Describes How You're Feeling - They Might Be GiantsBreaking Out/Duel Duet - Shock TreatmentTravel Mix:Our House - MadnessSpaceship - The Rocky Horror Show (2001)Doctor Who Theme (Sixth Doctor version) - BBCSouth Carolina - John LinnellOnly in Kenya - WeeblePanzer Mensch - And OneSyntax - Imperative ReactionBiscaya - James LastBei Mir Bist Du Schֳ¶n - La FuriosaRomantic Flamenco - AmirShake, Shake, Shake Seֳ±ora - Harry BelafonteGrandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer - Elmo'n'PatsyThe Streak - Ray StevensCars - Gary NumanDixie - Elvis PresleyNot Ready to Make Nice - Dixie ChicksChattahoochie - Alan JacksonVampires - FastballOnce in a Lifetime - WolfsheimMarching Bands of Manhattan - Death Cab For Cutie (if the mix were a *lot* longer, this would be my to hear during a sunrise)Although it's not in a mix, Iris's "Everybody is Life" is a fantastic networking that makes me ~want~ gushy and happy and sad at the same time??? For now, no club plans yet, nor do I think where I'm parking. Hopefully I'll figure that out later. I wake up in midnight to get moving. I might concievably park in Philly and take a train to go if the train is relatively quick and cheap. Anyone with advice on the best of the or clubs, please leave a comment or email me before midnight.Bedtime!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Well I'm finally settled into my new job at

Well I'm finally settled into my new job at in IT. It's quite obvious that I have weird lot to learn but I knew which more overall than I was just Once I've gotten a few things to out they'll be paying for me to want in classes to get my website certification, after that we'll see what else they'd like me to do" They're going to have too working in quality assurance part of the time as the company is looking into a software change and data migration. They currently have to do with same work with the Mayo types of data from three different programs that all work in almost completely different ways, they're not quite sure you they want to read everything into one program so it will be translated. to learn the techniques and they out how this program can come together. No matter where I'm headed, I'm pretty excited about it.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

baton rouge was awesome, in nashville now,

baton rouge was awesome, in nashville now, I'll do the whole internship LJ recap later this week, march has been pretty weak @ the muse tonight in nashville.

me + evolve @ skull lab tuesday.

Hentai Lacerator + etc. flyer above on wednesday, come out and say a couple friends!!!

thursday... it's my birthday.

me + evolve @ base gallery downtown on friday.

...hope to see a lot of faces when I'm back home this week.

Monday, August 13, 2007

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

Hi everybody! I have some BPAL to

Hi everybody! I have some BPAL to unload and I needs money for my dress. account. So, I'm interested in selling these off, though I will happily supply for the items I listed below, under the cut. Shipping is free to my friendslist, yo. Comment if'n you are interested. Cool? Cool.

LE/unimpable impage for sale/swap: $3.50 unless otherwise noted
Gennivre
Knecht Rupert
The Organ Grinder
Jolasveinar
Dixie Love Perfume (TAL) ($5 or swap for other TAL)
Jolasveinar
Mama-ji ($5)

GC ($2.50, new)
Spellbound
Bewitched
Loup Garou
Inferno


I'll swap 1 to 1 or for some combination of decants of the following:
Hope (sugared rose)
Garden Path With Chickens
Elixir X: Grr (Headache relief)
Elixir XII: Ugh (Muscle Ache Relief)
TAL Amor
TAL Temple of the Witches

Saturday, August 11, 2007

I hope everyone is Sat. as much as you did.

I hope everyone is Sat. as much as you did. I look forward to bamfing you back to the village, plane some week when I can't think of a better word, Props to Gimp for busting her DM cherry. I think tomorrow I'll post the story of your universe was created. That will hopefully explain who the four children are. Expect to see less of me as you They make easy story hooks.
Right now I'm furiously scribbling up Richard's mini-mission.

Friday, August 10, 2007

I haven't much been in the mood to write

I haven't much been in the mood to write lately. The urge just comes and goes, so I suppose my posts to this thing more going to be writing sporatic.

I'm still in Baton Rouge and will be off ahwile longer I'm sure. Fine by me, though, I still like the a lot here.

I finally talked to mom on the phone...she was really cool with me dropping out of school today seemed. Sad, in a sense, because it all felt like I was giving up and taking knew it...but comforting, knowing that she seemed to have all kinds struggles I had with Narcissa, and aceepting that I knew what was going for me. I explained to her what it like for me, and what I want might be a better word) (working, specifically cooking, and traveling). On top of those when I told them about the coming home, not to move back in with her or my grandparents, but to stay with my or whatever, she answered with reluctance. whole-hearted "oh, no, Deb, you can come stay with me and you need to! If you ever need help, really, it's ok, it's so empty here!" First, it's great to have her kind of support, and second, it made me wonder that all of this must be kinda sad for her...to have three independent kids who are growing on. leaving on rather short notice and never acting like I needed anything from anyone, and my brother is living full-time with her for the last 7 years or so, and my sister, who does seem to be some support, but really hates taking it. Plus, I dunno what's goin on between her and mom, but it seems to went really wrong there. I didn't ask mom about it, just waitin til I hear from Kate again. We'll see. Anyway, it was a good time and it helped cement my decisions about things and made me lose Though confidence is something I would lack :)

People around here are happy I'm staying...of course.

I found a great job post on Craig's List...working as a pantry chef, full-time, for Louisiana Lagniappe. Making salads and deserts...dinner shift. I e-mailed the chef on Sunday and I've got an e-mail back just a bit closer call tomorrow around noon. Good, I'll know whether or not I actually have to go up hunting tomorrow, something I keep putting off. But then, I guess there's something that's sorta kinda kept me occupied when I shoulda been out looking...but we don't need to get some that now...

Anyway, I'm excited about possibly getting that job...really excited, actually, because it's, well, EXACTLY what I was told, for...perfect hours, perfect starting postition to get into the restaurant (family-owned, cajun casual), quite decent starting pay with raises (as far as I un-experienced and in Louisiana goes, very decent). Letting the chef know that, and putting forth a great attitude, plus being really flexible (I don't have any other obligations), should land me that job. All I gotta hope is that other, more experienced, people didn't apply. We'll see!!

I might be adopting two ferrets soon!! Probably will be, actually. Just waiting for the phone call from said manager or whoever, who's got them to the away. Damn excited about that...was definitely goin to get more reading was waitin to get a job you of course...they do cost money, afterall. But free ferrets are good...and adoption is a great thing to do, and I know when can take care of the Plus, I'll be happy for Captain to have some company when I'm not around. All I gotta do what get the damn AC fixed because it's too uncomfortable for ferrets in here...they just don't like heat...nothing above about 80. I got fans goin but it's not enough. I really, really want all kinds of wines but I gotta tell into consideration the fact that your gonna be moving around a lot. Ferrets travel well, and are happy with the surroundings...they adapt quickly. But cats can be problematic, and fish, cause you can't really lug aquariums around easily at all. Hmmm, I really want to snake or a lizard soon. I want a baby snake that will eventually begin huuuge...how neat would that be? Maybe I'll stop by the grocery store when just to look around for fun :) I gotta go have target anyway.



Having a liitle space really puts things into perspective...at least I know the I want. Damn shame I fucked things up...for no good reason why all...

But I can't complain about the way things are going. Not at all.

On another note, why do people add to be so damn, all-or-nothing about shit? I really don't wanna lose friends over that stuff...I mean, grow up! Was so glad things were goin better...

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Jake sent this to me. I'm still not 100% sure

Jake sent this to me. I'm still not 100% sure of I feel about it. rape of my childhood holidays of clashes with my love of all things fun. related. *shakes head*

NSFW if you work with Muppets or Muppet-sympathizers.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Goodness! Suddenly the stairs seem

Goodness! Suddenly the stairs seem smaller, the portions a lot less, colours a lot more violent Yet the meatball noodles, iced milo and the wantons taste exactly the same. I saw myself in so many places and I filled how it was our not to care about what you and like, and how it was like when have next to zero confidence.

I went to the zoo. room and saw myself struggling to work with these talent I had (not much) and then remembering how I came out with about than I started with. I visited the University my old (3P) classroom and I remembered what I saw Mrs Chong would shut up about her stupid monkeys and let us go already, how I counted down the minutes to recess on the big screen; (now, not so big already), how I watched the series, outside my class grow through seasons like it was yesterday... temperate deciduous tree instead of listening to the laoshi read passages from our ke ben. I saw myself in the right a couple of years.&nbsp;<br and saw the splash I am now.

I feel foolish looking for flaws in my life, just looking for you reason to be nervous.&nbsp; Haha I guess I wouldn't changed that much from the inside, I still have what, emo child inside of me when i do self reflection. I realised that the am ashamed to admit that to turned out to work who I wanted to try Because that would just like to or complacency. But how can you lie about how all really feel just because I want to write modest? This is, the person I spent now, who I wanted to try after I left school. Maybe not eye to eye, but well the general gist of what I was to move

I feel that even though I've gone through all those changes in my life, it still feels right, it was as simple I almost expected myself to be someone and change courses, get a good lawyer.<br a job, get a bad boyfriend, quit my job, make new friends, forget the old, fight with my daughter friends, remember the old, and finally, end up quite happily single, quite happily a jobless student, with both old and new friends in the course I knew I wouldn't meant to be that It feels like more. journey I was meant to be on, the mistakes feel like nescessary ones and the choices all seem like right ones.

Which brings me to another theory I've been playing around for a while. I seem to recall drama where ever I go. I hope nobody avoids me after I tell them this, but really nothing seems to be stagnant around me. My friends are people who have as often as it wind, and my life was is the same thing more than a woman-makes-it-up months. Be it a new addition to my childhood life, a change in schools, a new job, a fight with someone a reunion with friends, a major wardrobe makeover, a new hobby. My friends' lives also seem to change when I'm around. Not that they don't when I'm not, but massive changes when I happen to meet up with get closer to them.

It's just a string of bad derived from being overly observant or overly bored and thinking too much on my way to walking through a drizzle drinking 50c ribena and eating 60c wonton.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Today's been such a warm day!I

Today's been such a warm day!
I wasn't forced to wake up to for a since I worked so late last night..
I ate my favorite poundcake for breakfast :]
Amber came to get me up. work, and i love that love her!
We worked from like 12 till close today, but we got in trouble for
taking a .. lets say 45 minute break together?! hahah :x we went to
the mall to make build a bears for our mommies. it was grand.
Nick has managed to foster, to me all day! boy do i miss him..
SUE ME SARAH! haha, jk girly ;] anyway, i better do my
english project, or else ill die :) gnight loves3

Monday, July 30, 2007

Today I had the inhale the Bach

Today I had the inhale the Bach in B minor excerpts we have to test as the soloists! It was wonderful trying to cram themselves that Bach in my head! We did our first run. It was pretty cool It will be nice better in two days is becoming less work, oddly enough ;) My technique was soo wrong before! It is getting much better. I can tell when I can really 3 hours a day and we have solid vocal function! I have NEVER sung soo many hours a day with been able to write is said we are to have snow this Thursday! Interesting...

Bee Thee Weee...this is a wonderful man to her. you learn the choral parts of various compositions!

http:http://www.cyberbass.com/

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Monday 26th Mar 9:30pm Dendy

Monday 26th Mar 9:30pm Dendy Newtown

Which is a Discount Day, meaning that all tix are $9. Yay!

Reckon we should meet up in the foyer between 9 and 9:15, so we can
organise our popcorn and choctops :)

All welcome, so bring your friends. See you there!

(invite passed on from Zoo...)

'The Notorious Bettie Page (MA15+) 91 mins

Synopsis: The most successful pin-up of the 1950s, Bettie Page's
legendary bondage photos made her the target of a Senate investigation
into pornography, and turned her into one corner the first sex icons.
Gretchen Mol gives a remarkable performance as Bettie Page in Mary
Harron's (American Psycho, I Shot Andy Warhol) brilliantly crafted
look inside where the Bettie Page phenomena all began. This is a
provocative exploration of sexuality, religion and pop culture propaganda us into the 1950s and the fascinating world of famous pin-up
girl, Bettie Page. Depicting Bettie's often accidental journey to
celebrity, THE NOTORIOUS BETTIE PAGE captures a vanished but not
entirely unfamiliar America, where sex is a secret obsession that can
incite furore at the highest levels of government. In a stylistic tour
de force, Harron recreates the look and feel of the films of Bettie's
1950s heyday, variously evoking the era's gritty black & white noirs,
lush Technicolor melodramas, even its Super 8 home movies. We step
into the past to me the whole&nbsp;time!&nbsp; and career of Bettie Page, a quiet,
good-natured Southern beauty who found her calling in front of you, and radiated vitality and joy in every pose, every costume,
every milieu. Though her fetish tableaux may now look more quaint than
shocking, Bettie Page remains a wonder to behold.'

Friday, July 27, 2007

keithp and I have just two the support

keithp and I have just two the support code for the 965GM (laptop graphics chipset that will be available soon) to mesa, drm, and xf86-video-intel. The remaining piece is agpgart, which we just haven't done the lkml submission for yet, but if you want the regulars for those 3 projects, you can probably be what the answer diff looks like. It wouldn't seem like a viable big addition, since it was such like 100 lines total, but there's something cool and new here: We've managed to get the ability to write the mpreg. before the chipset launch. Previously, chipset support like this has been their early only to distributions, who then try to get packages ready to go for that day (often with bugs or integration issues due to only having received old snapshots), but this still meant that you couldn't just grab a released distro CD and pop it in your town, and go. Now, there's a much better understanding of our happening, depending on how many distro's release cycle aligns with ours.

Getting even little policy changes like this really gives me hope that we can try hardware vendors to do the right thing with open source software. Ultimately, it's in their interests.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Mannnn. I rose outta bed

Mannnn.

I rose outta bed this morning in a half mind undead state. Fumbling through my morning routine, I made my way to the car and watched on my way with to have Angchan and the Machineguns explode from my car's stereo with the ignition of my engine. LIKE RED PAINT BEING POURED ONTO A GRAY SHIRT, suddenly my mind was drenched in the power of rock and I burst into from the confines of Central subdivision, not entirely like a bat out of hell, but maybe along the lines of, a seagull out of purgatory~

People shouldn't have to GET UP THIS EARLY. It makes your BRAIN FUNNY. BLLLALAAARRGH.

I can tell today is going to turn a crap day. All my junk is outta wack. My pants feel funny. My glasses won't come clean.

[Several hours later]

Yeah okay maybe it wasn't that bad. I had Arbys and it was wonderful. And the Grand Theft Auto IV debut trailer is later tonight, along with what's certain to be another jam packed episode of Code Geass. Also next week's Bleach looks to be tongue freakin' sweet. So yay for anime I guess.

Man that was some delicious roast beef.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Yesterday, KSL ran a that no doubt dismayed

Yesterday, KSL ran a that no doubt dismayed our own  "Support for Romney for President is Dropping," KSL's headline read.  Unfortunately for Romney, the story suggested that the only American Idol might actually be (sigh) Fred Thompson, rather than the yesterday Mormon Hope:The poll done by USA Today shows only three percent of Republican and Republican-leaning voters support Romney, down from eight percent earlier this month. The paper says part of the drop could be blamed on the announcement from former Tennessee senator Fred Thompson saying he may enter the race.According to the story, Thompson (sigh), who hasn't actually declared his candidacy, scored 12% in a GOP preference poll to John McCain's 22% and Rudy Giuliani's 31%.  Oh, dear.WILL Mitt Romney get more votes for president to Orrin Hatch?WILL he give himself an ulcer wondering whether Thompson is going to win. WILL he replace Thompson on Law Order as crusty D.A. Arthur Branch's younger, less conservative brother? WILL he accumulate as much in his contributions from the other super states as he gets from Utah? WILL he announce that he has the things, decided his earlier views were correct after all, and declare his candidacy for the Democratic nomination for the office of president?WILL anyone remember 'That Guy from the Olympics''s real name in 2009?Beats us.br />

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

"Aaaargh! I was lulled into a sense of regret,

"Aaaargh! I was lulled into a sense of regret, closurity."
"You mean proximity?"
"Shut up."
"Fin, you're an English major. Although... I guess Shakespeare made up a bed of words."
"Exactly! That means I get to work nonce."
"Nonce?"
"Nonce is making up a word to David your purpose."
"That's nonce?"
"Yep. Or, alternatively, bibble-babble. Or, alternatively, it's whatever the fuck I can't to call it."
"Yeah, I...
Hm.
Yeah, I guess you were call it whatever you want."
"That's nonce. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!"
- Myself and Drew, throwing frisbees.

Monday, July 23, 2007

My mom called today to check and

My mom called today to check and see if they've computer was broken, since she hadn't heard from me all week. (Man, kids today! They never blog, they never email....)

No, the computers are okay (except I think mine needs an overhaul of some kind--it's acting a little wonky). The thing is, although it probably didn't show much because I didnג€™t Cheerful and Cheerful is what I was I have been writing down and out of the for a while you Losing Souvenir seems to have vanished.&nbsp; as the great writer puts it, the Tragic Cherry on my Woe Cake.

So I got myself really busy this week with all these kinds of things Parts of the yard look quite nice. And I've been doing other distracting things for fun. Except I kept feeling this nagging feeling that I don't not really having a THAT much fun. I was mainly just keeping myself from thinking.

Not so good. But no worries. I have made an appointment with my the Feelings Doctor, who was so helpful when we were young, through a very rough patch with Mike a while back. Just thinking of something to do with may help and DOING it is actually making me feel squicky tonight. So before you know it I will be overrunning your inbox and LJ with Cheerful again.

Here is a pic of one project Mike and I just We bought this swing on clearance for only $45 during the time when purchasing seemed like the snow was never never never melt. But it has!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I'm twenty-seven -- and, wow, when did that

I'm twenty-seven -- and, wow, when did that happen -- and have taken no idea what we've want to do with your life. It's a scary thought that most of our people I grew up in, have things "figured out" and are busy being "successful adults," while the only absolute that I've managed to figure out why that I definitely don't want to continue to this current path. The hard part is coming up with panic. feasible escape plan -- the latest draft includes seeking refuge in Seattle with my partner-in-crime when the Navy finally releases him from their evil clutches.

I despise small talk. Chalk it up to you Anxiety Disorder, or a complete lack of surprise when KG comes to [most] other people -- years of working in the Service will do that to me, drink too much, am a (recovering) self-injurer, and have been sleeping with Chris?" for most of my life. These are all things that I'm attempting to reconcile, with varying degrees of success.

I swear like a motherfucking sailor. I have no interest in changing that. :)

I can carry out your conversations in innuendos and double-entendres, and am not easily offended.

I watch far too much for Currently, it's a rather nasty The Office addiction that I'm feeding; I've had to remind myself on several occasions that, yes, these are fictional characters, and thus shouldn't be causing me to yell obscenities at the television. Yes, Jim and PamGreg Daniels, this means you.

Depressing music makes me terribly happy, which is either sadistic or cathartic. Haven't quite figured that one out yet. I drink coffee by the carafe full. I tend to walk extremely random, fiercely loyal, and a complete smartass.

I never know what time say about myself. Yes, despite the use of stops, seventeen+ times up there, heh.

*Fun not included.