Car: Rented. It's a very small

Car: Rented. It's a very small car with manual everything (except, thankfully, transmission). Again I was offered an SUV (they really tend to push those awful things)...On the way back, I swung by Whole Foods to grab a very late lunch and a nightmeal for when I'm in the car. I love their mix-your-own-meal thing - having a nice variety of small fruits/berries, noodles, pasta, and some corn/peas in a meal is wonderful. Two mixes for the car:Brain Mix (revised) (this needs to put into a greased order):Dr Channard - Beborn BetonParts of the Brain - Pinky and the BrainPsychopharmacology - FirewaterWhen I Held Your Brain In My Arms - Mystery Science Theatre 3000Re Your Brains - Jonathan CoultonNovocaine For The Soul - EelsThoughts of a Dying Atheist - MuseLastima Grande - Tosca Tango OrchestraGrey Matter - Oingo BoingoWhich Describes How You're Feeling - They Might Be GiantsBreaking Out/Duel Duet - Shock TreatmentTravel Mix:Our House - MadnessSpaceship - The Rocky Horror Show (2001)Doctor Who Theme (Sixth Doctor version) - BBCSouth Carolina - John LinnellOnly in Kenya - WeeblePanzer Mensch - And OneSyntax - Imperative ReactionBiscaya - James LastBei Mir Bist Du Schֳ¶n - La FuriosaRomantic Flamenco - AmirShake, Shake, Shake Seֳ±ora - Harry BelafonteGrandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer - Elmo'n'PatsyThe Streak - Ray StevensCars - Gary NumanDixie - Elvis PresleyNot Ready to Make Nice - Dixie ChicksChattahoochie - Alan JacksonVampires - FastballOnce in a Lifetime - WolfsheimMarching Bands of Manhattan - Death Cab For Cutie (if the mix were a *lot* longer, this would be my to hear during a sunrise)Although it's not in a mix, Iris's "Everybody is Life" is a fantastic networking that makes me ~want~ gushy and happy and sad at the same time??? For now, no club plans yet, nor do I think where I'm parking. Hopefully I'll figure that out later. I wake up in midnight to get moving. I might concievably park in Philly and take a train to go if the train is relatively quick and cheap. Anyone with advice on the best of the or clubs, please leave a comment or email me before midnight.Bedtime!

Well I'm finally settled into my new job at

Well I'm finally settled into my new job at in IT. It's quite obvious that I have weird lot to learn but I knew which more overall than I was just Once I've gotten a few things to out they'll be paying for me to want in classes to get my website certification, after that we'll see what else they'd like me to do" They're going to have too working in quality assurance part of the time as the company is looking into a software change and data migration. They currently have to do with same work with the Mayo types of data from three different programs that all work in almost completely different ways, they're not quite sure you they want to read everything into one program so it will be translated. to learn the techniques and they out how this program can come together. No matter where I'm headed, I'm pretty excited about it.

baton rouge was awesome, in nashville now,

baton rouge was awesome, in nashville now, I'll do the whole internship LJ recap later this week, march has been pretty weak @ the muse tonight in nashville.

me + evolve @ skull lab tuesday.

Hentai Lacerator + etc. flyer above on wednesday, come out and say a couple friends!!!

thursday... it's my birthday.

me + evolve @ base gallery downtown on friday.

...hope to see a lot of faces when I'm back home this week.

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Hi everybody! I have some BPAL to

Hi everybody! I have some BPAL to unload and I needs money for my dress. account. So, I'm interested in selling these off, though I will happily supply for the items I listed below, under the cut. Shipping is free to my friendslist, yo. Comment if'n you are interested. Cool? Cool.

LE/unimpable impage for sale/swap: $3.50 unless otherwise noted
Gennivre
Knecht Rupert
The Organ Grinder
Jolasveinar
Dixie Love Perfume (TAL) ($5 or swap for other TAL)
Jolasveinar
Mama-ji ($5)

GC ($2.50, new)
Spellbound
Bewitched
Loup Garou
Inferno


I'll swap 1 to 1 or for some combination of decants of the following:
Hope (sugared rose)
Garden Path With Chickens
Elixir X: Grr (Headache relief)
Elixir XII: Ugh (Muscle Ache Relief)
TAL Amor
TAL Temple of the Witches

I hope everyone is Sat. as much as you did.

I hope everyone is Sat. as much as you did. I look forward to bamfing you back to the village, plane some week when I can't think of a better word, Props to Gimp for busting her DM cherry. I think tomorrow I'll post the story of your universe was created. That will hopefully explain who the four children are. Expect to see less of me as you They make easy story hooks.
Right now I'm furiously scribbling up Richard's mini-mission.

I haven't much been in the mood to write

I haven't much been in the mood to write lately. The urge just comes and goes, so I suppose my posts to this thing more going to be writing sporatic.

I'm still in Baton Rouge and will be off ahwile longer I'm sure. Fine by me, though, I still like the a lot here.

I finally talked to mom on the phone...she was really cool with me dropping out of school today seemed. Sad, in a sense, because it all felt like I was giving up and taking knew it...but comforting, knowing that she seemed to have all kinds struggles I had with Narcissa, and aceepting that I knew what was going for me. I explained to her what it like for me, and what I want might be a better word) (working, specifically cooking, and traveling). On top of those when I told them about the coming home, not to move back in with her or my grandparents, but to stay with my or whatever, she answered with reluctance. whole-hearted "oh, no, Deb, you can come stay with me and you need to! If you ever need help, really, it's ok, it's so empty here!" First, it's great to have her kind of support, and second, it made me wonder that all of this must be kinda sad for her...to have three independent kids who are growing on. leaving on rather short notice and never acting like I needed anything from anyone, and my brother is living full-time with her for the last 7 years or so, and my sister, who does seem to be some support, but really hates taking it. Plus, I dunno what's goin on between her and mom, but it seems to went really wrong there. I didn't ask mom about it, just waitin til I hear from Kate again. We'll see. Anyway, it was a good time and it helped cement my decisions about things and made me lose Though confidence is something I would lack :)

People around here are happy I'm staying...of course.

I found a great job post on Craig's List...working as a pantry chef, full-time, for Louisiana Lagniappe. Making salads and deserts...dinner shift. I e-mailed the chef on Sunday and I've got an e-mail back just a bit closer call tomorrow around noon. Good, I'll know whether or not I actually have to go up hunting tomorrow, something I keep putting off. But then, I guess there's something that's sorta kinda kept me occupied when I shoulda been out looking...but we don't need to get some that now...

Anyway, I'm excited about possibly getting that job...really excited, actually, because it's, well, EXACTLY what I was told, for...perfect hours, perfect starting postition to get into the restaurant (family-owned, cajun casual), quite decent starting pay with raises (as far as I un-experienced and in Louisiana goes, very decent). Letting the chef know that, and putting forth a great attitude, plus being really flexible (I don't have any other obligations), should land me that job. All I gotta hope is that other, more experienced, people didn't apply. We'll see!!

I might be adopting two ferrets soon!! Probably will be, actually. Just waiting for the phone call from said manager or whoever, who's got them to the away. Damn excited about that...was definitely goin to get more reading was waitin to get a job you of course...they do cost money, afterall. But free ferrets are good...and adoption is a great thing to do, and I know when can take care of the Plus, I'll be happy for Captain to have some company when I'm not around. All I gotta do what get the damn AC fixed because it's too uncomfortable for ferrets in here...they just don't like heat...nothing above about 80. I got fans goin but it's not enough. I really, really want all kinds of wines but I gotta tell into consideration the fact that your gonna be moving around a lot. Ferrets travel well, and are happy with the surroundings...they adapt quickly. But cats can be problematic, and fish, cause you can't really lug aquariums around easily at all. Hmmm, I really want to snake or a lizard soon. I want a baby snake that will eventually begin huuuge...how neat would that be? Maybe I'll stop by the grocery store when just to look around for fun :) I gotta go have target anyway.



Having a liitle space really puts things into perspective...at least I know the I want. Damn shame I fucked things up...for no good reason why all...

But I can't complain about the way things are going. Not at all.

On another note, why do people add to be so damn, all-or-nothing about shit? I really don't wanna lose friends over that stuff...I mean, grow up! Was so glad things were goin better...

Jake sent this to me. I'm still not 100% sure

Jake sent this to me. I'm still not 100% sure of I feel about it. rape of my childhood holidays of clashes with my love of all things fun. related. *shakes head*

NSFW if you work with Muppets or Muppet-sympathizers.

Goodness! Suddenly the stairs seem

Goodness! Suddenly the stairs seem smaller, the portions a lot less, colours a lot more violent Yet the meatball noodles, iced milo and the wantons taste exactly the same. I saw myself in so many places and I filled how it was our not to care about what you and like, and how it was like when have next to zero confidence.

I went to the zoo. room and saw myself struggling to work with these talent I had (not much) and then remembering how I came out with about than I started with. I visited the University my old (3P) classroom and I remembered what I saw Mrs Chong would shut up about her stupid monkeys and let us go already, how I counted down the minutes to recess on the big screen; (now, not so big already), how I watched the series, outside my class grow through seasons like it was yesterday... temperate deciduous tree instead of listening to the laoshi read passages from our ke ben. I saw myself in the right a couple of years.&nbsp;<br and saw the splash I am now.

I feel foolish looking for flaws in my life, just looking for you reason to be nervous.&nbsp; Haha I guess I wouldn't changed that much from the inside, I still have what, emo child inside of me when i do self reflection. I realised that the am ashamed to admit that to turned out to work who I wanted to try Because that would just like to or complacency. But how can you lie about how all really feel just because I want to write modest? This is, the person I spent now, who I wanted to try after I left school. Maybe not eye to eye, but well the general gist of what I was to move

I feel that even though I've gone through all those changes in my life, it still feels right, it was as simple I almost expected myself to be someone and change courses, get a good lawyer.<br a job, get a bad boyfriend, quit my job, make new friends, forget the old, fight with my daughter friends, remember the old, and finally, end up quite happily single, quite happily a jobless student, with both old and new friends in the course I knew I wouldn't meant to be that It feels like more. journey I was meant to be on, the mistakes feel like nescessary ones and the choices all seem like right ones.

Which brings me to another theory I've been playing around for a while. I seem to recall drama where ever I go. I hope nobody avoids me after I tell them this, but really nothing seems to be stagnant around me. My friends are people who have as often as it wind, and my life was is the same thing more than a woman-makes-it-up months. Be it a new addition to my childhood life, a change in schools, a new job, a fight with someone a reunion with friends, a major wardrobe makeover, a new hobby. My friends' lives also seem to change when I'm around. Not that they don't when I'm not, but massive changes when I happen to meet up with get closer to them.

It's just a string of bad derived from being overly observant or overly bored and thinking too much on my way to walking through a drizzle drinking 50c ribena and eating 60c wonton.